wow
so, im sitting here, bored, and i decide to take a look at my life, and i realized something......i am the shit, people love me, so what, i am a fat dumpy lookin freak, cant get laid for the life of me, but yet, people love me, they trust in me, so what if they dont want in my pants, id rather have the love people give me now, then that physical bullshit...."dude im such a fuckin pimp, i fucked these 2 bitches last night"....good for u, ur a whore, u will NEVER be me, u will never have what i have. i dont even know what it is i have, but for some reason, so many people love me, i dont know why they do, but they do, and its the best feeling in the world, so, other then the fact that i lack any ambition, direction, or any of that, what i DO have, is a new love of my life and the people in it. you see, i realized, people trust in me, they confide in me, they look to me for advice, they look to me to be cheered up, they care about me...yea its true that i suck when it comes to talk about what bothers me, but they know im ALWAYS willing to listen to them or help them out....basically what i guess im typing, is my life sucks, yet the people in my life, give me reason to wake up every day, and keep going, so ......THATS WHAT I HAVE.....people who truly do care about me, and i truly care about them, so what, they dont wanna get in bed with me, i dont care anymore, im happy with what they do give me, and thats purpose and reason, so to those people im talking about, thanks, and i hope i make you feel the same way you make me feel