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[toasterknight]

more i care. the less they care. i lost the battle tonight. i found a few new layers of hate and loathing. almost indistinguishable from apathy. its a directed apathy. i can only try so hard. i can only hope so long. only care so long. i dont have much left in me. not sure why, im young. life wasnt so horrible. something killed me a long time ago.

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[tai_mai_shou]

I like to imagine my life is like that movie "Speed", where if things drop below a certain speed, it gets bad. But instead of blowing up, I bog up in depression and it's a nasty, goopy mess that is just much better avoided. All in all, I'll reiterate a lesson taught each day, and "STAY MOTIVATED".
As cracked out as this pseudo-persona is, it's not much more insane than other alternatives, and infinitely more manageable.

[egyptlover08]

Welcome to "adulthood". In a world similar to yours I embrace solitude and discovered that it's the people who initiated the apathy in me. You should try out this solitude thing once, I found it to be soothing.