pleeze help mea find my bwandon...hes pale wif green eyes and answers to "hey you gimme some goddamn

[tobeimmersedin]

i came to chicago to "find myself" and it seems as though ive gotten more and more lost as the days go by. if i came in to my restaurant at 4 am to be waited on by me,i doubt i'd recognize myself at all except for my excessive use of please, thank you, and my habitual im sorrys. im tired of feeling miserable night after night, my tolerance level is

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[chicalta]

i hope you find him...
if i see him around i'll give you a call
and in the meantime take him home and pet him and give him hot cocoa and let him make as many unreasonable demands without saying please or i'm sorry as he likes.
xXoOx

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[tobeimmersedin]

im getting him neutered once he gets back...wait do guys get neutered or spayed...i dunno..ill get him both dammit. im sure he'd appreciate it if you found him more than if i did. if you do, keep him, hell be better off. thanks tho chickie!xXx!

love from brandon

[yrsuchariot]

When I went away to France, I didn't go with the specific intent of finding myself. But I realized that that is what happened. There were times when I was really sad and just wanted to fly home to my mom. But in the end I realize that it was a good character building experience. But I certainly didn't want to do it forever. If you are unhappy, then make a change. Don't torture yourself!

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[tobeimmersedin]

good advice...thanks steph!!xXx!

love from brandon

[aliceflight]

okay i don't care if you are asleep, I am calling you right this minute. I never know when to call because you must sleep at SOME point during the 24 hours, and I don't want to wake you up if you're already only getting the bare minimum. But screw your sleeping patterns, brandon. I miss you and I want to hear your voice. So there.

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[tobeimmersedin]

call me ANYTIME..waking up to your voice is still considered dreaming...its that annoying BEEP BEEP of the phone that kinda sucks but i spose we all have to suffer a little.xXx!

love from brandon

[unprettyhero]

You just need to relax and take a deep breath, precious one. Keep thinking, keep feeling, keep writing. Find pleasures in simple things that make you smile-- even though it seems like they don't matter. Everything will sort itself out the way it needs to be. Stay beautiful. <3

[oscillator]

i'm sorrie. how i hang my head in shame these days as anxiety fills me more than the urge to just get up and go.