"So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be." -Perks of being a wallflower

charlie, not even i know how...

im done with trying things, people need to be honest and straightforward. how about just talking and not making some1 feel like shit when you dont call and say you will. be honest and dont avoid things. have some courtesy. im just sick of getting my hopes up over the same thing just to in the end get crushed. i should be over this. but i cant be ( Read more... )

im not one nowadays to not speak my mind. i like to get things off my chest. i dont sugar-coat what i feel or say. i am who i am. and what i feel now is that i think im lost without you. I've been in myrtle beach now since friday and it has been one of the best trips i have ever been on, yet there is this void in me. i guess it hits me when i ( Read more... )

warning: It's probably better if this isnt read. i just need to expres myself ( Read more... )

i honestly dont get it. after all we've been through just to throw it all away like last weeks news. i dont understand. i dont think ill ever understand how easy it was for you to throw it away. even our friendship all gone bc of you and all you wanted. if you ever meant half the shit you did we wouldnt be where we are now. i wouldnt feel so alone ( Read more... )

loneliness takes over, i am lost, confusion took me over and now im heading in a direction blind. caught like a deer in headlights. will you help me? im begging im pleading..

california tomorrow, dont miss me too much

this calls for an update, SCHOOL IS EFFING OVER!!!!!!!

now only 3 more years :(

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yea, i havent updated in a lonnnnnggggg time. hrm