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[Private to Hisagi-sempai]
I'm so terribly sorry for passing out falling asleep in your office last night after the small drink that I had.
I... usually don't drink, so I really apologize.
Thank you for the talk though, I appreciate it.
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[Private in Personal Diary]
Day One.
I have had less than a day of seeing Abarai-kun in a haori and I had to excuse myself from the office twice to go cry in the restroom. I didn't want Abarai-kun to see me cry over this... this entire situation is so hard and I don't think I can handle it any longer.
Perhaps it doesn't help that I have a massive headache from drinking with Hisagi-sempai last night... then I passed out... and I hit my head on his desk (because for some reason I was UNDER THERE?) when I woke up.
It's been a rough day and I really don't think that the next few days/weeks/MINUTES are going to get any easier...
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[Edit about 5 minutes later]
Aizen-taichou just sent me a message via Konisshimou... I was so happy to see it at first... and now I can't stop crying...
When am I going to see him again? He has been talking about getting tea... I hope it's soon...
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