I would like to thank everyone for the gifts, kind wishes, other surprises, and everyone's company today. I couldn't have imagined a better birthday... ♥
[Private to Kira-kun]
Thank you for the cake... it was absolutely delicious.
I really wish you could've came to the party, or stopped by for a few minutes. I hope you were able to accomplish your other endeavors today and we can see each other soon.
[Private in Personal Diary]
I wonder if he even remembered...
Probably not.
It's for the best, though, isn't it? I am surrounded by friends who love me, support me, and would do anything to make sure that I go back on track with the positives in my life and I couldn't ask for anything more. Abarai-kun and Shiro-chan planned me a surprise birthday party! I honestly thought everyone forgot, but how silly of me. Like they would forget my birthday~! It's my favorite holiday of the year and they know it!
I just can't explain how hurt I am that Kira-kun didn't come. He made a cake (which was absolutely delicious), but... he didn't even say hi? Or visit for three seconds? Hitsugaya-kun said that he had 'other arrangements,' but by the way that vein in his forehead pulsated, he wasn't happy about it either.
It just... hurt. A lot.