Rationalizations for what I was going to do anyway

Jun 07, 2006 18:13

By this point, I've learned that my epiphanies are not to be trusted, but let me tell you about this anyway. As I've said, this job is not for me. I just can't do it. Looking back, I should have known this beforehand. I have a fear of the telephone; what was I expecting? So, why did I take (and, in fact, pursue) this job in the first place? ( Read more... )

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eudora37 June 7 2006, 23:08:01 UTC
do what you can to be happy now and pay no attention to what people think as you persue said happiness.

i know, easier said than done.

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fuzzysheep June 8 2006, 03:47:50 UTC
I'm impressed. Who likes sales jobs anyways?

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elfintheoven June 8 2006, 06:51:24 UTC
But basically, to sum up, my newest unreliable realization is that I am in charge of my own affairs. My happiness is now my top priority; not impressing anyone, not making anyone proud, not trying to keep the label "fuck-up" off my back. Just to be happy. Wish me luck.
The summary could've stood alone.
Good luck.

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toboddah94 June 8 2006, 22:24:36 UTC
Brevity has never been one of my virtues.

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brice4point0 June 9 2006, 23:27:12 UTC
yes. well, i don't know anything. but it seems you have learned more in the past month than the previous 6 months. if that is false, pretend it's true. in any case, i believe it is good to thrust yourself into new situations only to see how you react. that is the only way i have ever learned anything about myself. the me in my head doing X is nothing like the real me doing X in reality ( ... )

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