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well journal, i find myself once again staring up at a painfully white ceiling in a room with nauseating furniture and a gross fake painting of a boat. sounds of beeps and buzzes and noises and people walking around are everywhere. at least i have a private room. my infected foot infected my knee of my already infected body. i don't know exactly ( Read more... )

Day 23 - Something that makes you feel better

Abby always has good advice and almost always makes me feel better. Arthur is very comforting and always helps me feel better physically, but he doesn't always offer good advice. Sex also does the trick. So does Tylenol.

Day 24 - Something that makes you cry

Day 25 - A first

Day 26 - Your fears

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Day 22 - Something that upsets you

Terrorism and wars upset me. Why can't we all just get along?

Day 23 - Something that makes you feel better

Day 24 - Something that makes you cry

Day 25 - A first

Day 26 - Your fears

Day 27 - Your favorite place

Day 28 - Something that you miss

Day 29 - Your aspirations

Day 30 - One last moment

Day 21 - Another moment

In December 2005, Brian came home from a week of traveling and said he wanted to talk to me about something. I thought he was going to propose. Instead, I got what I thought would be the worst news of my life. He flat out said that he'd been seeing someone in another city for the past 6 months and he wanted to break up ( Read more... )

Day 20 - This month

Well, this is only the 9th day of this month, but so far it's been ok. I hit one snag at work last week but it's all fixed now. My labor day weekend was pretty much perfect, and I'm really enjoying this shortened week. Can't believe it's Thursday already! This Saturday is the 9th anniversary of the Sept 11th attacks. There ( Read more... )

Day 19 - Something you regret

My biggest regret is not using a condom. I was well educated about it and I knew better. If I hadn't been so drunk and high, maybe common sense would've kicked in. I regret that whole time of my life.

Day 20 - This month

Day 21 - Another moment

Day 22 - Something that upsets you

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Day 18 - Your favorite birthday

My favorite birthday was probably my 10th. I have painted a horrible picture of my family here, but birthdays were one thing they never skimped on. I remember being really down about my birthday being in February in Chicago. I wanted a beach party. lol! My mom found an indoor water park not too far away and they ( Read more... )