I wish you could see my love
as an actual physical thing.
There'd be no room to breathe excuses.
Just miles and miles and miles of love.
If only you'd stop pushing.
"I can't be you're broken record."
I don't want to live to 23.
I'm sorry.

I'd walk backwards for days.
If we could somehow meet in the middle.
Oh I held you so high.
Then I watched you dig your holes.
We meet on sundays.
Like somehow I am normal.
My lifeless hands.
Gravitate.
Towards you.
I don't want to live to 23.
I'm sorry.

Close your eyes.
Remember all the pain.
Learn from your mistakes.
"Wake up she screams".
Twice told tales.
Listen to your heart.
Respect your head.
A manuscript for success,
a model of disaster.
I'm lost at sea.
Drowning in my own shit.
I don't want to live to 23.
I'm sorry.

And I could be such a shame, but the pain won't let me...and I could be such a shame, but I'm making my own beats.

almost self prophetic. Its your loss in the end. You were so close to realizing your dream. Here's to moving forward.

telltales bitches!

I usually get this way, late night, many drinks in. You know the way. Self loathing, destructive, lost, and ready to give up. It's no different tonight. Many drinks in. At twenty-two, is this really the way to live? An every night therapy session of he-said-she-said-tug-of-war inside my warped mind. And by therapy session I mean pseudo ( Read more... )

Don't sleep. 'Cause then you'll dream, and once you dream life will always be a hands grasp away from what you want it to be. Always chasing movies, always crashing cars. Like some sick tragedy can cue such orchestral sounds and we'd all float together in love. Don't cheat your soul, by teasing your heart. Oh, we can't lose hope.

Here are the lyrics from our upcoming album "You Cannot Paint". Keep an ear out for the release date. Pun intended...Vincent Van Gogh for President.

Love The Lion - December called from a snow covered wall. I waited for a sign to come down. I caught the hue, and its brilliant glow. I held it there and watched it grow. I walked alone beneath ( Read more... )

Nightmares fading. Its like I'm dreaming. They say don't go, this time I'm on. But what can you do? Feelings untold, seasons unfold. But what can you do? Except hold on, this won't be long. So we take the easy way, and we live another day. We live another day. I fall from skies they call "the break up". They take my life, this is "the ( Read more... )

I'm in Lawrence, Kansas. Everyone here has been super nice so far. It seems like everybody just hangs out at bars here. Love it. We start recording tomorrow. I'm excited. My past never fails to let me down. I gave you too much credit. Ahh well. Here's to a great album.

I've wasted countless dollars at the bar since I've gotten back from Vegas. Consumed pills like they were prescribed. Got a new room mate. Bled a lot. Fought a lot with the girl. Felt my heart break daily. Felt alone. Felt loved. Felt guilty ( Read more... )