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today i realized
...that all along i was being fooled by someone whom i trusted.
i thought we had this silent understanding of our friendship. i was expecting her to tell me anything that bothers or saddens her. i expected her to tell the truth even though from the beginning we both know how i'm against it. i guess i expected too much.
i've had this feeling that she's hiding something from me. but i waited, hoping that someday she'll tell me. that was until now. i learned the truth from another. and i was sad that she didn't trust me with her problem. am i not her friend?
i want to hate her. but i can't. i think i never will. i am understanding why she did that.
i still trust her. she's still my friend.
today i realized,
...i'm still a fool for letting myself being fooled.
...that all along i was being fooled by someone whom i trusted.
i thought we had this silent understanding of our friendship. i was expecting her to tell me anything that bothers or saddens her. i expected her to tell the truth even though from the beginning we both know how i'm against it. i guess i expected too much.
i've had this feeling that she's hiding something from me. but i waited, hoping that someday she'll tell me. that was until now. i learned the truth from another. and i was sad that she didn't trust me with her problem. am i not her friend?
i want to hate her. but i can't. i think i never will. i am understanding why she did that.
i still trust her. she's still my friend.
today i realized,
...i'm still a fool for letting myself being fooled.