"Every single day I watch the dead parade ( Read more... )

I might be moving to Seattle ( Read more... )

I am extremely depressed.

Everything feels wrong.

I don't know what to do.

I've been sucked into this feeling of complete hopelessness lately,
And I don't know how to pull myself out of it...

"Something is changing inside of me
colors seem darker in light
and i don't know what that means
but it's not a good sign..."


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people will disappoint you...
even when you lower your expectations.

So, yesterday i got a big fat A on my IB assesment...because I am brilliant ( Read more... )

So...I'm sitting at my dear friend Kenny's house right now ( Read more... )

I'm really bored with myself...

I need to make myself over.

I need to change...something.
Reinvent myself somehow.

I need a plan

You looked longingly into my eyes...
noticing only your reflection.

I loved you...thought I would until the day I died...

But now every time I draw a heart around your name
I know it's nothing more than a pretty little lie...

Is this love?

Truth will set us free...

♥

I'm sober...still ( Read more... )

Ahh! I'm so tired. Today is day 19...technically day 20, because I originally didn't count the first thursday because I was coming down...I think I should be allowed to count it. I didn't do any drugs that day.

ANDI!!!! I think you owe me a dinner date now!!! hehe, Love you!