sooo... i had to go to my grandma and grandpas house but we werent there very long... from about 12:30 - 3... as soon as my grandma got a call from her friends to go to the casino.. she couldnt wait for us to leave... but that didnt bother me because i was so bored ( Read more... )

well i did absolutley nothing yesterday... james got callled into work at 2 so i didnt get to do anything with him... and the people who said they were going to do something with me i guess decided they didnt want to... so yea ( Read more... )

i couldnt sleep at all last night...

i dont know why... i think its a mix between my 6 page research paper i have to do by monday that i havent even started and not being able to do anything... its going to mess up everything...

hopefully i can do something with james today if he doesnt have to work... we'll see how that works out...

<3

well today wasnt as bad as i thought it was going to be ( Read more... )

everyone who doesnt have parents who say they 'care' about them are always like my parents suck and i wish they paid more attention to me... but my parents care way too much about me and they do absolutely everything to keep me away from stuff... even if its not bad... so i dont understand how having parents who dont care is all that bad ( Read more... )

wow my moms so gay... she wont let me go in the loft because i guess i was there all day yesterday... and its james' birthday so im real pissed off... i can go to his house after tho...

omg im so mad im going to like throw up...

wow today was awesome ( Read more... )

OMG IM HOME!!! im so happy... i got here at like 6 thismorning...

today i think im going to hang out with james lyle keenan drew and whoever else decides to come to the loft... i guess they made it better i cant wait to see it... and i cant wait to get lemonade from lyle because mines all gone...

<333

yea i just messed up my whole thing... so now its not all pretty and to the side like it used to be and lyle isnt on so he cant help me... so if you come on later and read this you should fix it for me... if you still remember my password...

coming home tomorrow <33

wow i need to come home... its making everything all messed up!

i dont even feel like i belong here...

i just talked to james but hes mad and he wont tell me why... it makes me sad... i hope everyhing is better when i come home <333