I hate to admit it sometimes but i get really jealous i think. i dont know why im like that. its really a pain in the ass cause i can get myself really down sometimes. sometimes i get selfish and pity myself which is really really stupid cause i like being happy. i wish people looked up to me. i guess i would just like the feeling that someones ( Read more... )

staring at the sea ( Read more... )

Today was actually a crappy day sorta. Only good thing that really happened today was i ate lunch with tara..i got my bottom retainer and i hate it...while i was at copes office, the electricity went out lol so it was really awkward. i didnt do anything last night so i stayed up till 4 writing my boring life story..lol it makes u sleepy! so if u ( Read more... )

hey soooo im all alone lol its in the wee hours in the morning and there is no one online! im watcing boy meets world! i love this show. i havent talked to ash in awhile and i havent hung out with her in forever! i havent seen her seen her since her dance. i think queenie went over to laurens and spent the night since shes not online or nothin lol ( Read more... )

well...i just got done at chick-fil-a i got everything that i need i just need for my pants to come in and the rest of my uniform! me and kaitlin talked about how a lot of girls are bitches and stuff, it was good i guess lol. shes nice..so far ( Read more... )

well..im hungry and i dont have anything really. my mom nor brother are home! i have to go in today at chick fil a to get my uniform and stuff. Im takin kaitlin like i said in the journal entry below this one. im afraid im gonna get stuck with her and i wont have anything to talk about but i really want to talk about ed with her but i dont think ( Read more... )

"I think I would like to do something for somebody. I think it's good if someone smiles when you smile at them. The beauty of voluntary acts can foster goodwill in the hearts of others. Love which doesn't ask for collateral gives us respect as people. However, it is wrong to try to sustain that. In time the strain will bloom into the flower called ( Read more... )

Hey..its in the wee hours in the morning and i guess i should write..i have a couple of things on my mind ( Read more... )

i just got back from the mall and i bought some chucks!! i wasnt really into them at first but when i saw these, i loved them and i wanted them bad,thus, they were on sale. i think i wear them different from other people so its all good, i wanna wear them all the time!! they are awesome.. i wanna do something tonight but there is nothin to do!! Mr ( Read more... )

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