...and the day comes when you realize you have a problem and noone is here..

[todiebymyside]

Well im in alot of shit. my mom knows everything in my life i have done wrong. anything involving drugs that i dont do nemore. involveing everything!!!and wat sucks is alot of my close friends told her. doesnt that suck!i feel like i have noone to go to cept the one person my mom has told me not to speak to. yea i know.but im grounded for who knows

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[xheartxofxglass]

i completely agree with you on everything. i have to talk to her parents as well. and yes i am turning in my application for regal this week sometime. i've lost friends as well. people who i never thought would try and fuck me over, did. especially Stephanie who has done everything that i have ever done. but whatever. you just cant trust people these days. i got slapped in the face today by my stepdad too. i don't know what to do anymore. ive been having thoughts of your past time mistakes. but i have refrained. let's just talk this out. i love you too. <3.

[todiebymyside]

if by my past time mistakes u mean by hurtin yourself please dont i cant lose u alee. ive lost soo many ppl in the past couple of days i just cant lose u. and no i didnt say that. i said we were both apart of it. there just trying to get it out of u. in my statement i put we were both apart of it i didnt say who wrote slut. i said we were apart of it at and there were lines and there was writtin slut on it. thats all i wrote in my statement. i said we both deserve the same punishment no matter who did more or less. thats all. it was like a 3 sentences i didnt write who wrote and did wat.i just said we both were apart of it. thats all. short and simple. i hope u didnt say i wrote slut cuz i could get into more trouble thats why i just wrote we both were apart of it. ya know

[xturnedxawayx]

christina! i'm so sorry. seriously. i know that you and alee are like omglikwoah friends, and to not hang out together? that's just not cool. you guys neeeeed to hang out! i hope everything goes through alright <333
Dude, we're hanging out this summer.
Andrea<3

Alee! I tried posting your journal, but I gotta be a friend! Add me back!<3

[todiebymyside]

yea we are hangin out this summer. it might be awhile thou..i deno wen i can hang again with neone i hope soon. and alee saids she will add u. much luv and thank you

[xheartxofxglass]

added. <3.

[xturnedxawayx]

i feel oh so special now <3

[innocentvictim]

yeah, it sucks getting caught but you gotta remember.
don't feel sorry that you got caught, you should feel sorry about doing it...ya know what i mean?
dang girl, it seems like everyone is in orlando.
im going to probably call you up soon so we can hit the beach.
hope to see you wednesday at the show!

.jessie.

[todiebymyside]

Yea i know what you mean about feeling sorry about doing it. i wish i could take it all back not because getting in trouble but because it was wrong. ya know
yea everyones in orlando but too bad im not here for the good show im here with family. i almost went to the show with my cousin too but she got in trouble.

and i dont have my cell anymore so when you call me you have to call my house 565-8327. and who knows if im going to the show now. i deno if parents will allow it. but do call up!

[anonymous]

I've been informed that "rents" = parents and it's the most retarded abreviation I've ever seen in my life. Next time you update just go the extra mile and stretch your lazy fingers over two more letters. Wow. *amazed by the rediculousness of your energy conservation*

Signed,
A conserned friend

P.S. Don't take this personal it's a joke so don't get your panties in a bunch.

[todiebymyside]

ok. well i found this funny but who is this??

[shadesxofxgreen]

whoa...its a must say that this week was crazy i hope we will still be able to hang out... well what happened i most definitely believe was a learning experience...i am glad you had fun with kyle jon alee and katie it sux it had to end the way it did

[todiebymyside]

i think after time we will be able to. but i deno when that will be. i hope soon!and yea it sucks it had to end this way but i guess life is full of things to be learned. much luv