things i want to understand/analyze about myself ( Read more... )

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italia in one week. snowboarding in 6 days. i totally don't know what i'm doing with my life. i just know that next week and the week after are going to be absolutely AMAZING and i can't wait ( Read more... )

i miss my neon.

listening to kelly clarkson is theraputic somehow. does it make me a freak that i listen to her? meh oh well. she's awesome. so the last couple days have really SUCKED. i don't know why, but sometimes i have these days where it takes me an extreme amount of effort to conjure up any emotion whatsoever. i hate that i'm not spontaneous. i hate ( Read more... )

ok so i have to post about this really random dream i had last night ( Read more... )

omg i'm so excited for tonight. and for tomorrow. tomorrow is saturda pie and it is going to be outSTANDING! omg so my lacross game tonight was bullshit. 12 girls on the other team were named lauren and i was like "um are you talking to me or to the other team because i really cant' tell." i'm so sad we lost. tonight was bullshit. we lost our ( Read more... )

snowboarding. is. my. favorite. thing. EVER ( Read more... )

so can i just say that ice cream with hot fudge and caramel and whipped cream is the best thing EVERRRRR ( Read more... )

i hate thinking about settling. i hate thinking about doing it for someone. i hate the idea that someone would do it to me. i hate that this would happen and i wouldn't know it, that deep down he really wants someone else so much more and i'm just a filler. i want us to want each other - i want someone who can't live without me and i without ( Read more... )