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tohell_wanacome

break...

Mar 13, 2005 23:52

this break has been royaly fucked over. in the past week and a half, my mom tried to kick me out of my "home" again, this time with the police helping her, shes offically told me to pack my bags and i dont ever want to see you again about three times, i have been constantly reminded of how much my dad is not pleased with the person i have become ( Read more... )

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hit2win1 March 14 2005, 17:15:45 UTC

something to think about:

do you think u started rebeling because of what your dad wants you to do, and you're just trying to piss him off? or do u really want to lead your life drinking and smoking? because, as you know, it does take two to argue.

just something to think about...

tohell_wanacome March 14 2005, 17:23:08 UTC

i started rebeling becuase i was sick of how much my parents tried to run my life and how many restrictions they were putting on me. and cuz they started doing something... as for the drinking and the smoking, i was looking for a means of escape, and i had tried everything els, trust me. i know its a bad way to do it, but what other fucking way is there out of this? (ps, im being carful not to get addicted, so dun worry)

hit2win1 March 14 2005, 17:27:20 UTC

u can't control when u get addicted...if u smoke enough, u will, no matter how long in between the smokes. but, basically, u just said u became a rebel (and lost everything that mattered to u soooo much last year) because u wanted to piss off ur parents. not because it's what YOU!!!! wanted to do. so, by becoming a rebel to piss off ur dad, u let him control ur life EVEN MORE!!!

make sense?

tohell_wanacome March 14 2005, 17:47:03 UTC

so i should keep on letting him do this to me? and not say anything at all about it? NO, im standing up for once in my life and I AM NOT GOING TO LET HIM BE LIKE THIS TO ME ANYMORE!! im so sick of it, and if its a war he wants, hes fucking got one.

hit2win1 March 14 2005, 17:51:16 UTC

but u see, basically he forced u into becoming a rebel, and loosing all u had that meant anything to you. and he's going to get u into major trouble, because u WILL be caught sometime...and then ur in deep shit. so, in a way, he's ruining ur life even though it isn't first hand. it's basically a lose-lose for you.

you should get some help...if this shrink isn't working then find another one. or go to ur minister and ask him for help...they do that

tohell_wanacome March 14 2005, 18:10:03 UTC

and jordan, listen, i would do anything to make my parents happy again and to end this nightmar, for along time we went to therapy and we both listened, but the agreements that we made were broken no less than 30 mins after we left his office, they wont agree to anything and THEY are making this stay like it is. as for last year i couldnt even look at myself in the mirror, it was pethetic what i was. if my parents are going to disappove of the life im going to lead, so be it, its better to be a slave to standing up in a endless war than to the bible.

tohell_wanacome March 14 2005, 18:23:33 UTC

cant wait to come back to connecticut...

hit2win1 March 14 2005, 20:15:44 UTC

just somethink to think about