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[tohsimas]

i've been up north for the past week, for the funeral and such, its been pretty hard trying to be the strong ones gotta do it, things are never gonna be the same, and it sucks, i've just been going though wierd phases, like for a couple hours ill be ok, and then for an hour all ill do is cry, its so hard being up north, because everything here

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[cellar_door0000]

i'd totally call...cept my parents would have a fit about the bill. i know exactly what you mean. i still say that i'm visiting my grandparents. or "hey, doesn't gramma..." I just kinda pretend like, shes still here. It won't ever be the same. but just because she herself is gone doesn't mean she has to be gone from your life. Yes, their internet sucks. She's still there matt. you just can't be with her the way you used to, you know? and trust me it will take some time to get used to. we all love and miss you back here!!

~kat