i wrote that in october of '04. ive had suicidal tohughts for as long as i can remember. my life isnt really shity, but its shitty enough to think that way. ive tried to cut myself many times before but obviously it didnt work. i agree that suicide is selfish but sometimes i just want to get away from it all. the only thing that is stopping me is the fact that i promised the person who makes me want to kill myself that i wont try anymore; so even though we arent together i still want to keep that promise to him. another thing that makes me think twice is the fact that im the type of person who doesnt like to miss anything so obviously ill be missing alot if i kill myself. the last biggest thing that stops me is my mom. i couldnt do that to her. that would be very fucked up on my part. anyhooz enough of my emo talk....thank u for being so awsome! im really glad i have u becuase ur one of the ppl who have 'encouraging talks' with me and u make me feel a lil better about myslef. love ya.....
lol...no i havent been listening to emo mousic. ive just been thinking about things (things u know about) and instead of talking to people about my problems i keep them bottled up. i choose not to tell people because its the same reoccuring problem and i feel like if i keep bringing it up ill start annoying people. all i know is im glad to have u as one of my close friends because i know u'll be there to make me laugh when i really need to. THANX! love ya always.....
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ps. is there anything u wanna talk to me about . come on tell dina let her make u all better.:)
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