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[tokataro]

strange thoughts today, strange thoughts. probably not interesting enough to justify the third post in 24 hours, but writing helps sort, and feedback, while generally more likely to make me feel crazy than help my situation, is always interesting. i've tried talking to various people, but for the most part i wind up feeling like i'm talking to a

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[rinse97]

I love you Stef :) You need me you know where I yam!

[read_flowers]

I completely relate, actually. The only decision I could feel good about making was a temporary one. I'm going to get a certificate that will take less than a year. then I'll get a job in that field. if I feel like continuing my degree, I'll do that, but I can also choose something else, or just use my stupid little one year degree to support myself for the rest of my life, if I feel like it. I'm too indecisive to be tied down, and besides, life isn't about jobs. jobs are what you get so you can have a life.

hope that made sense.

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[staceyofadown]

Hola. I know you always say I write like a high school girl, but ill try not to here. Ok, so you're failing school, and it's quite possible you're gonna be leaving, yes? Well, I can relate to that part of your dilemma. You've been there for two years...im guessing. Ok, well I might be younger than you but ive already gone through ALL that. I got accepted to A&M and flunked right out after a year. And yes ma'am, that made me feel useless, and shitty, and I dont think I need to go on. But I think i finally concluded that it's just Life. That's just the way it is. I majored in chemistry and wow, I was so excited at first. I couldn't wait to work for DOW...all this really specific stuff. And when I started doing bad in school, it didnt really set in until I actually got kicked out. At that EXACT moment, I finally realized that my exact dreams weren't gonna come true, and I realized 'Yeah, im gonna have to settle for less.' And by less I mean ACC. Much less. But when you fail at something on such a large scale like college, when you see

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