This has been one real waste of a fuckin' week. With all that God damn snow outside, I've barely been doing anything at all with this week I had off. I hung out at Skylar's one night. 'At Liam's another night, I think. It's funny that when I go on a binge for several days and get really messed up, I can come back to this journal and record almost ( Read more... )

I'm almost at the point where I'm too sick of sitting around and feeling sorry for myself. So, looking back, it seems that I spent this whole weekend trying my hardest to distract myself, as best I could, from whatever I was feeling and getting depressed over ( Read more... )

Tuesday was beautiful. That had to be the best day, so far, of this year. I went to Barnabas after school and saw Meagan, Stephanie, Jenn, and Sara. And I went with them to get Stephanie a birthday cake from the Carvel. By the time they all had to leave, I didn't want to go home yet, that's how nice it was. So, instead, I walked over to Yonkers Ave ( Read more... )

Yesterday was enjoyable, but brief. It rained like a bitch all day, but it was all right. After school I went and met up with Meagan and Steph by Barnabas. We sat in the bagel shop, then just walked around for a while. After Meagan got picked up, I walked home. I came in, lay down, and went to sleep for eleven and a half hours. I woke up this ( Read more... )

Life is simple again ( Read more... )

I learned something new today. I learned that there is way to lift a large window into place without cutting your hands on the support flap. The only draw back is that I had to learn it the hard way. I got up and went to work , today, after all. I'm haven't been fucking it up that much anymore as of lately so I might as well keep it that way ( Read more... )

Here's what happens when someone like myself decides not to give a fuck anymore. I got out of school this afternoon and went straight to the park to practice driving around. When that was done with, I went home to get ready, then got dropped off at the bus stop so I could take the bus to Hastings. I got there and walked to Zack's house where Scotty ( Read more... )

I like you too Meagan, I think you're very sweet.

At least I got a few things done, yesterday, that I needed to take care of. First thing I did when I came home was go out and practice driving in the park, then I finished up some homework, then ate dinner, then got to work on the back room we're fixing up, and after that, I had time to relax and work out a little. Not bad for a Thursday evening. I ( Read more... )

Here's why I haven't been getting any work done at home lately. Monday, I walked around for four hours then went straight to my dad's. Tuesday, I went home and went straight back out to go to to Scott's for his birthday thing. And yesterday, I went home and went straight to sleep. I honestly have no sort of self-discipline or any kind of structured ( Read more... )