it seems the text message i thought was meant for someone else wasn't, it actually was for me and that's what i had hoped deep down inside, but that time has passed and you can't go back so i'll keep it with me and hold it close and find comfort in it. anyway i wouldn't know what to do or to say ( Read more... )

so i'm sittin on my couch watching a rerun of the l word when my phone rings i have a text message. this wouldn't be unusual except for the fact that i don't get many text messages anymore. i opened it and found a text i'm sure intended for another girl. i tried to send the message back but could not. i'm prolly block from texting her in return. i ( Read more... )

okay i've been dreaming of past loved ones in a really nice, friendly way...guess i'm preparing myself for possible losses of memories i don't know. anyhoo it's been nice to see them in a new light. to realize the absolute joy had at perfect moments in time. regardless of the harms done on either end - the beginnings and the middles where righteous ( Read more... )

counts normal - go figure?

zapping scheduled - who knew it would come to this?

exposure therapy contemplated - wtf?

lillie got a hair cut.

i haven't written in days.

my ovaries hurt like a 2 dollar whore's cootch on a saturday nite.

white tic tacs are soooooooo good.

my alarm clock scares the shit outta me - i do not like it.

Little boxes on the hillside ( Read more... )

i got one birthday wish today which is one better than none ( Read more... )

g'day everyones, everyone...

i miss the television show xfiles.

the soup i had for lunch is comin' back on me almost time for the neice and nephew to head off to college. emma's first birthday is the 10th (mine is the 8th but we won't talk about that). we're gathering for festivities and whatnot on Sunday. it will be good to see her again. she is ( Read more... )

Well Matthew and Brittney are off to college in 3 weeks...thank god we survived two teenagers! One's headed southeast the other north LMAO ( Read more... )

UCLA is going great. New story is fleshing out nicely ( Read more... )