......Okaaay, how the hell did I miss your previous post? So, wow. Damn, that's quite the situation you've got there. *hugs* Hope you're feeling a bit better!
I'm glad you've gotten a bit of closure though. It must have been tough, just being left hanging there. Good thing he did seem affected by the whole ordeal though, or else I would've called him mr.turdface from now on >:( Wtf at ameblo's English policy though :| I know it's probably anti-spam measures, but still. Great job ameblo, look what you've done :|
Seriously though, that menbou doesn't know what he's missing out on. Hopefully things work out with mr. new guy let me pretend not to be curious who it is oh yeah I'm a smoooth criminal
AND I SERIOUSLY MISS TALKING TO YOUUUUU ;__; AAAAAAAA
Yeah, I'm kind of in a happy place now thanks to mr. new guy, but I still have times when I'm angry at myself for being so caught up over stupid stupid ktym (--> his new name, which comes from Namaotoko Christmas 2009, when Nao-san screwed up his name, since that is all the fail I associate with him :P "mr. turdface" is something I should've considered, though 笑). I know he didn't mean to hurt me, but he needed to be more careful with delicate, lonely girls with silly taste in boys. And I still wish that someday I could just have a talk with him. Oh well
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You know you shouldn't be angry with yourself for your feelings, it's not your fault that obviously he is as dense as a brick :p 頭固いね、綿棒の癖に! (oooh, I remember that! that was 2009?! damn, time sure flies)
One of my J-friends, who was also a ktym fan but is now angry at him on my behalf, said, "You know, I think he's smart enough, but he doesn't THINK. (考えが足りない)" I felt that really summed it up well... but I like your phrasing too. <3
IT'S SO RACIST but I agree, that makes it less personal.
LJ MESSAGE SENT. More details if you make a new MSN account! I understand the feeling, though. (oh man, you also need an iphone~ someday, maybe! :P)
Crap, crap, crap, I meant to comment on your last post. Sorry for not writing to you sooner, since I'd wanted to see if anything had been resolved or if you were doing better (and I didn't get a chance to talk much at the GreenGun event).
You know, I had that same problem with commenting in some English on Hosogai Kei's ameblo. (o_ _)o Rather prejudiced of the site to block all English comments, especially when they're meant for people that, you know, can speak English?
I'm proxy-vindictively glad that your displeasure and hurt feelings seemed to get through to him and that he seemed remorseful. Still miffed for your sake about the entire thing, but it's definitely definitely his loss and I bet he knows it too and I hope he regrets it.
Your rebound has me curious, but I won't ask. (。ﾟωﾟ) And finally, I really really hope that we can snag some time in May to hang out. I'll be in Tokyo every weekend in May, so hopefully we can work something out between our schedules.
Thank you! No, it's okay... I wanted to talk more at Green-gun too, but that was kinda busy and crazy at the end there. Let's talk more next time! By February, I was kinda doing better, but I still wrote in my letter to Ryuuko that I wanted him to kick menbou ass. I wonder if he did.
KEI-CHAN TOO? Ugh, that's so... well, see Nikki's gif above. :P I see comments with some English, but it's generally just cliched phrases. I tried using just a short phrase with mostly Japanese, but that was also NG, presumably because it wasn't in their known repertoire. Ugh.
He did seem remorseful, and I plan on writing him a letter in a little more detail to give at his show in April -- didn't quite have the time/mental resources to put my feelings into words this month -- so... yeah. I kinda have the feeling that he knows it. But hey, ... if it's good for his career... yeah. He'll be the one with the "what might've been" regrets. I like to hope :PPHa ha, let's definitely hang out in May! I will undoubtedly give you details about my rebound
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Sunday events are always hard to catch a moment to talk, sadly. Hopefully this will be remedied by a job in Tokyo in the near future. *決心* But yeah, in May, Rachel and I will be bumming around in Tokyo from Friday evenings to Sunday late afternoons. I think we've got about one stage/concert per weekend, but other than that, we should be fairly free. I'll keep in touch about when exactly are the best weekends and hopefully we can meet up. What's the best way to reach you? PC email? Phone?
I think things can only get better resolved through a letter explaining things, so sounds like a good idea to me. Still really disappointed in him, though. :X
I've applied for the Undoukai lottery tickets through TSC, but the results don't come out until Wednesday. Buuuut, if I can get in, I'm planning on Undoukai-ing with a couple other friends, too. What about you? :D
Great! I'll probably be around most weekends, except I may be out over Golden Week. Any exciting things you're seeing? Let's definitely make plans! Probably PC e-mail is better for planning things, and phone is better for short-term changes/reminders. Also, I'll be keeping my (mental) fingers crossed for the job to happen! You've got time, location, and ability on your side! ^____^
Yeah... if anything good has come out of my bad life choices, it's that I've barely given him a thought this week, and that's the first time in a looooong time that's happened. Maybe not something I could explain well in a letter, though. (笑)
Cool! So? Did the results come in? I... I want to go, but I kind of feel uncomfortable about it, so I probably won't, unless someone has extra tickets and needs someone to come along. I can't imagine it won't be on DVD, though... right? What team are you cheering for? :)
... But you know, if you'd been in Japan longer things with Tenchou would've been very different. ... I'd rather have you, though!!!
I HAVEN'T THOUGHT ABOUT KTYM ALL WEEK. Or rather, when I'm like "Hmm, I haven't thought about ktym all week," there isn't that pang of whatever like there was before. So I guess that's something. Hope it lasts. Should I tell him that? \^O^/
(HE'S GOING TO VISIT JIMIOKA FOR A COUPLE DAYS. HAVE A GOOD TIME BEING ALL THE JIMI, STUPID KTYM!)
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I'm glad you've gotten a bit of closure though. It must have been tough, just being left hanging there. Good thing he did seem affected by the whole ordeal though, or else I would've called him mr.turdface from now on >:(
Wtf at ameblo's English policy though :| I know it's probably anti-spam measures, but still. Great job ameblo, look what you've done :|
Seriously though, that menbou doesn't know what he's missing out on. Hopefully things work out with mr. new guy let me pretend not to be curious who it is oh yeah I'm a smoooth criminal
AND I SERIOUSLY MISS TALKING TO YOUUUUU ;__; AAAAAAAA
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Seriously, ameblo
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IT'S SO RACIST but I agree, that makes it less personal.
LJ MESSAGE SENT. More details if you make a new MSN account! I understand the feeling, though. (oh man, you also need an iphone~ someday, maybe! :P)
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You know, I had that same problem with commenting in some English on Hosogai Kei's ameblo. (o_ _)o Rather prejudiced of the site to block all English comments, especially when they're meant for people that, you know, can speak English?
I'm proxy-vindictively glad that your displeasure and hurt feelings seemed to get through to him and that he seemed remorseful. Still miffed for your sake about the entire thing, but it's definitely definitely his loss and I bet he knows it too and I hope he regrets it.
Your rebound has me curious, but I won't ask. (。ﾟωﾟ)
And finally, I really really hope that we can snag some time in May to hang out. I'll be in Tokyo every weekend in May, so hopefully we can work something out between our schedules.
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KEI-CHAN TOO? Ugh, that's so... well, see Nikki's gif above. :P I see comments with some English, but it's generally just cliched phrases. I tried using just a short phrase with mostly Japanese, but that was also NG, presumably because it wasn't in their known repertoire. Ugh.
He did seem remorseful, and I plan on writing him a letter in a little more detail to give at his show in April -- didn't quite have the time/mental resources to put my feelings into words this month -- so... yeah. I kinda have the feeling that he knows it. But hey, ... if it's good for his career... yeah. He'll be the one with the "what might've been" regrets. I like to hope :PPHa ha, let's definitely hang out in May! I will undoubtedly give you details about my rebound ( ... )
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I think things can only get better resolved through a letter explaining things, so sounds like a good idea to me. Still really disappointed in him, though. :X
I've applied for the Undoukai lottery tickets through TSC, but the results don't come out until Wednesday. Buuuut, if I can get in, I'm planning on Undoukai-ing with a couple other friends, too. What about you? :D
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Yeah... if anything good has come out of my bad life choices, it's that I've barely given him a thought this week, and that's the first time in a looooong time that's happened. Maybe not something I could explain well in a letter, though. (笑)
Cool! So? Did the results come in? I... I want to go, but I kind of feel uncomfortable about it, so I probably won't, unless someone has extra tickets and needs someone to come along. I can't imagine it won't be on DVD, though... right? What team are you cheering for? :)
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Just because I feel the need to take this here WHY AM I NOT IN JAPAN NOW AAAARRGH.
Also ktym can suck it. His Kansaiben isn't even real. Stupid Jimioka.
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I HAVEN'T THOUGHT ABOUT KTYM ALL WEEK. Or rather, when I'm like "Hmm, I haven't thought about ktym all week," there isn't that pang of whatever like there was before. So I guess that's something. Hope it lasts. Should I tell him that? \^O^/
(HE'S GOING TO VISIT JIMIOKA FOR A COUPLE DAYS. HAVE A GOOD TIME BEING ALL THE JIMI, STUPID KTYM!)
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