Girl how are you doing now? Sorry for being an ass and not seeing this earlier. I wish I could say anything that makes things better. I wish I could jump over there and give you a big hug too! I just hope from the bottom of my heart that you feel better now. It hurts me too to see you sad. But you're entitled to feel that way of course, so don't worry about that. God, damn. I suck at words and things. Just, I hope you feel better and life looks a bit more hopeful. And if not now, then hopefully in the very near future.
(idk if you saw my entry, but I can't access my twitter account anymore, so if you wanna send me a message you can message me here or just mail me at my hotmail address k?)
Using an icon of him from the good old days, because I hate myself.tokyo_heathenJanuary 14 2013, 15:25:34 UTC
I'm doing better, although it's still an up and down thing. It just was like... the realization that the chance was there and we both just misunderstood each other, and now it's too late -- and I know, him of all people, but we did have such fun together. He really does seem to be into this chick now, and she's more appropriate for him anyway, but I miss my stalker. I really was happy. And possibly the closest to in love I've ever been. >_< (OF ALL PEOPLE!!! I do realize the size of the bullet I've dodged, and I'm sure I'll appreciate it once these feelings of regret and loss fade.)
Interesting developments have arisen on other fronts, though, so uh. I'll catch you up when I know more. Can I message you on facebook too?
(Your twitter email is absolutely not re-openable? That sucks so bad >___<)
Re: Using an icon of him from the good old days, because I hate myself.nikki_ainoJanuary 15 2013, 23:14:41 UTC
Glad to hear your feeling a bit better now. I can see why it's still not easy to deal with though... These things are always hard, but thankfully they also get easier as time goes by. But it seems like you feel as if it's probably better this way in the long run, so in that sense it's a good thing, right? Man, I wish I could jump through the screen and give you a hug, but alas technology does not agree! and you deserve a man with better fashion sense oops did I just say that what
But it sounds like you have other interesting developments going on, so Imma need a full debrief asap 8Db
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Girl how are you doing now? Sorry for being an ass and not seeing this earlier. I wish I could say anything that makes things better. I wish I could jump over there and give you a big hug too! I just hope from the bottom of my heart that you feel better now. It hurts me too to see you sad. But you're entitled to feel that way of course, so don't worry about that. God, damn. I suck at words and things. Just, I hope you feel better and life looks a bit more hopeful. And if not now, then hopefully in the very near future.
(idk if you saw my entry, but I can't access my twitter account anymore, so if you wanna send me a message you can message me here or just mail me at my hotmail address k?)
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Interesting developments have arisen on other fronts, though, so uh. I'll catch you up when I know more. Can I message you on facebook too?
(Your twitter email is absolutely not re-openable? That sucks so bad >___<)
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Man, I wish I could jump through the screen and give you a hug, but alas technology does not agree!
and you deserve a man with better fashion sense oops did I just say that what
But it sounds like you have other interesting developments going on, so Imma need a full debrief asap 8Db
(Yesss it sucksssssssssss and I caaaaaan't ugh)
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