i haven't been updating this very much. each day that goes by i seem to become more and more burnt out and its starting to take its tole on me mentally, physically, and emotionally. i can't wait till christmas break and hopefully i'll be able to take a few days off work and just leave sarasota for a few days. i wish i could go to california or ( Read more... )

i ended up working for em tonight at burns court. in a way i miss the theater alot. it was really nice to work with kim again i miss our conversations while closing. hopefully if all works out i will have more of a future with the film society but in the next couple of months we shall see. oh and my dad is NOT going to make me spend a weekend ( Read more... )

well we're fucked.

to feel liberated is a wonderful thing. this weekend has been really nice. friday went to the movies with em, i always enjoy hanging out with her. saturday had a movie night at the bbc, pretty much sat outside for 3 hours or so and talked with jon and smoked alot of ciggarettes. and sunday night went down to florida gulf coast to visit everyone ( Read more... )

emily wants to have a worst witch marathon......... for her i will allow this. idiots cheer up my day so does roxy music.

i love the fact that even though i don't go to ringling i can still go to their classes.

highlight of the day: sitting outside with beautiful weather, hot apple cider, and clove cigarettes. team america was a very close second though.

Today was kind of a rough day but over all pretty damn good. i feel like alot has been lifted off my shoulders. i hope em turns out ok.... she's been having a very rough time lately but hopefully everything will pass. tomorrow i see team america with michele and hopefully that will rule. she is turning out to be a very cool person. rachel is ( Read more... )

after a few months i'm still filled with resentment. i no longer care for feelings i no longer care for you i no longer care for the past. may you be happy may you grow up may you be aware that i'm now a happier person away from you. and on a lighter note hopefully friday will rule. and i cant say how much some people mean to me no matter what ( Read more... )

In every dream home a heartache ( Read more... )