I have to...

[tom_e_scott]

Live in my house, I'll be your shelter. Just pay me back with one thousand kisses. Be my lover, and I'll cover you.What is it about you that makes me want to cry? Why does my heart start to pound whenever I hear your name? How do you do the things you do to me? How is it you can make me feel better about myself than anyone else? Is it love? Can I

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[billy_boyd]

I don't think you quite realize how I mean it every time I pull you to me, each seemingly casual kiss I'll press to your cheek, each whispered "I love you" I make out to the wind. Admitedly, I don't know you half as well as I would like, but I do know that I've never been so comfortable with someone as I am with you. I can talk to you about anything and know you will not judge me for it. You have helped me so much with everything I am going through, I only wish you would let me help you in return.

I'm not going to assume I know exactly what it is that's forming between us, but I know that we have this amazing friendship that's been shifting towards something more, and that's something I'd really like to explore with you. I'm not going anywhere. At least not without taking you along with me. I think-- I think maybe I'm in love with you...

And Tom? William Boyd Jr.

[Would you believe, this time around, that made me cry. *kisses*]

[tom_e_scott]

Billy..

We should talk. Sit down and talk face to face. But as I'm trembling too much to focus on much at the moment, this will have to do for now.

I'm glad you're so comfortable with me. Because in you, I find a sort of.. calmness. Like an ocean, I guess. It's almost as if talking to you is like going to my happy place. That sounds really lame, doesn't it?

The fact that you've even considered exploring this with me is enough for me to die happily. Well, maybe not, but I'm happy enough to endure quite a bit of pain. The fact that you said you think you're in love with me not only makes my heart glow, but also makes me laugh because this morning I said those exact words to Sean. And the fact that you say you won't go anywhere without bringing me along just makes me love you all the more.

William Boyd Jr.. thank you.

[Aww, sweetie. *kisses and loves*]

[billy_boyd]

Aye, we do need to talk. I'm just a coward and though it would be easier for me to do this here. Silly, isn't it? And what you said wasn't lame in the slightest. It made perfect sense and was quite flattering. *smiles*

There will be no dying and no pain, understood? The whole purpose of confessing like this was to stop any of that from happening.

And you told Sean you were in love with him?

Heh, sorry, couldn't resist that one.

[*loves more*]

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[tom_e_scott]

*bops* Hush! You know what I meant!

You are amazing. Thank you.

I love you.