Personal Log...Oh Boy...

Nov 01, 2003 09:17

What have I done...?!

That's the first thought I had to open this log with.



Linnis is...possibly...more than likely...

Aw hell, she's PREGNANT.

It was good to get that off my chest.
God knows I can't tell anyone else besides her.

I passed out from suprise/shock when I finally knew it wasn't a faulty test.

An Ocampan...okay, part-Ocampan with (a suprising medical find the Doc would call it,) a second pregnancy...(she could have mentioned that beforehand!) and I conveniently missed Voyager's last six-month temporary sterilization shot, and Doc had to pick then to answer my silent plea for "No more nagging about anything, please!".

The most I can remember from today was Linnis beating me up after I passed out, and it still bugs me WHY!

Then she questioned where I wanted to be in our relationship.

That hurt. A lot.

I could never imagine leaving her, and especially right now, of all times!
If this is definitely a correct reading, she'll need support, and I'm sure as hell not leaving her without it.

I just want to know why she's gone from loving, caring and friendly to vicious, cold and seperated.

Why...?!

What the hell did I do wrong...?!

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