I have only desire, interest, hope, aspiration. Whatever. It's not attainable, I can't do time travel or bend the laws of physics. SO it's not possible ( Read more... )

Spent about an hour and a half writing a really, really long entry, then didn't post it because I decided, for once, that receiving no attention at all is better than being trampled on (again) and therefore, I wanted to keep it private.

The main points were, however

-Nothing is my fault
-No-one believes that nothing is my fault
-That for the past few ( Read more... )

Somebody was nice to me. I threw it right back in their face ( Read more... )

It is NOT MY FAULT.

I did not say, when aged four, "mummy I'd really like it if you told me I was shit every single day from now until the age of 21." It is not my fault. And if you haven't been told that you're shit every single of your life since the age of four, then you have no idea what that;s like, and you have no right to criticise.

I will not ( Read more... )

I was going to post this yesterday, but couln't be arsed. I did chat to Steve about it however, and he told me Rosie would love it. So I'm doing this esecially for you, you lucky girl ( Read more... )

Was owed five pounds. Asked for my fiver back. Got it back. Feel very guilty about it.

I was shit when I was sixteen, so I must *ALWAYS* be shit ( Read more... )

Founbd this on Facebook:-

Ashley Edward Smith thanks everyone for the birthday comments. Apart from rosie, who sucks.

I am so tempted to comment with "literally?"

Also, Jack at one point used the phrase "time-travel spitting metaphor." I remarked that that may well have been the first time anyone had ever said that. And after some thorough research (typing it into google), it seems I was right, at least as far as the internet ( Read more... )

As the only livejournaller who went, I suppose it falls to me to write a proper blog about Bryan's 21st last night ( Read more... )