Does jet plane even make sense? not sure..
I'm actually leaving next wednesday, for Washington state. I'm going to have lots of fun and buy lots of stuff that I don't need.

Why must my life be so fucked up?? May I just ask why? My mother was fired again, because she can't handle the stress of a job. She walks around like a chicken with her head cut off, and acts all weird all the time ( Read more... )

Nothing exciting happened today..I actually have this huge cold sore on the middle of my lip which is bothering me sooo much! I keep wanting to pick at it, but I remember this girl from 7th grade that kept picking hers, and it ended up being the size of her top lip. And that would really suck if it happend to me. As it is, it hurts to drink and it ( Read more... )

I saw an old friend Mike today..kinda nice cause we never really act like we havent seen each other for ever. We kinda just pick up where the last conversation was ( Read more... )

I was just thinking about life, and how different it is..I got a message from my long lost bud, with whom so many memories are shared. I was looking at my 18th birthday card from her, and it was so funny! She had some of the best pictures put into it. Then another card, with some of my favorite sayings on it~Rat poo in da po house! I think about ( Read more... )

My mother is slowly killing herself, and my father is helping as much as he can. Its very weird having a mother who is a drunk, who cries all the time, who is unhappy, and really can't do much about it. She has her shrinks, and they try to help, but it really isn't working. She tried to kill herself again last week. Then the other night I had to go ( Read more... )

Things have been kinda quiet lately, except for my brother overdosing, my mother drinking at work, and now my brother in law has moved back in. I'm really kinda tired of shit happening, and would like to just once, stand up and shout at the top of lungs for no apparent reason. Yesterday, we had plans to go to the beach. Zach was supposed be home ( Read more... )

Found out some news about my brother yesterday that disturbed me and made me cry. Which I haven't done in a while actually. As soon as I started to think about him, and what I would have done had he actually fallen asleep and never woken up, I also started to think about the movie About a Boy. He sings this song in it, Killing me softly. Some rap ( Read more... )

I played a baseball game last night on my gamecube, and got my ass beat once, then I beat Zach the other time. It was nice for us to just sit and play a game and have fun. But it was silly at the same time ( Read more... )

At this point in time, I am in a dead end sucky job, thinking about moving to yet another state. Hopefully one that is warm, yet not to warm ( Read more... )