i can honestly say ive never really been in love like this and i think that this relationship has a really great chance at maybe making it.
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Shit, nothing makes sense, so i wont think about it....
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so, enough of these unhappy posts at least for this week... i hope. ya know my life really isnt that bad, i just get irritated and bitch on this thing like whoa ( Read more... )

so i have a new boyfriend, his name is eric, yes said eric that was complained about in the lower entry. but that issue is pretty much cleared up now. there are more issues though. stuff with steve, i'm not sure im being treated right and my ever present headache of frustration ( Read more... )

So now i have two boys who i care about a lot who want to date me. this is crap. Now im in the lose lose situation and im really not sure how i got into it.
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i am nervous. i hate this, every now and then i get an irrational fear of a person who i love dying. it happened once and now every time i dont hear from someone for more then like 12 hours i kinda start to get really nervous about them. I really hate this feeling.
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kay,
i'm always posting depressing stuff, but whatever. when something amazing happens ill post that. well we almost had an awesome post, but lets face it i'm not that lucky ( Read more... )

uhhh. what to do, what to do, what am i to do?
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i feel empty and angry and hopeless. i feel very alone. i feel like no ones out there or listening. i feel like i need friends but i seem to just want to punch everyone in the face. i feel like all i need to do is work a ton. ignore the world and just not care about anything ( Read more... )

You liked the Simpson's. you were fun and funny and cute. all the girls loved you, you were the light in the room. you made everyones world brighter. you liked to argue, a lot. the pastor said you engaged in meaningful discussions, we all laughed because each of us remembered a time when we had a completely pointless argument with you and you would ( Read more... )