it's bad enough wondering how someone feels about you when you don't know and want to know, but not being able to identify your own feelings towards others is very frustrating as well. who would think that my current situation would disappoint me? seriously, who complains about things like this? this is "a good thing." i don't know, i think i ( Read more... )

this is fun and everything, but i wish i knew the truth. yes or no? i don't know if i'm ready for this again, but i'm willing to try i suppose. who knows, i could be totally wrong about this whole thing. there is evidence to support my beliefs, but what do i know, i'm just a girl and i don't know what's going on in that head of yours. i'm ( Read more... )

this is the most posting i have ever done on livejournal in my history of having one. i feel this is because i have nothing better to do, which is sad, yet true. that and i don't really feel like sleeping much anymore ( Read more... )

i'm having one of those days where no matter how happy you are you look pissed off and bitchy as hell. fuck that. i'm not angry, just bored ( Read more... )

i hope everyone had a good christmas.

is anyone doing anything for new years? i have no plans.

remember: leave him alone julie, just leave him alone. space, space, space, space, space, space. dooooooooooo itttttttttttt. things will never be perfect and you know it.

adult swim tonight blows.

looking back on some choices i have made recently, i realize that i did the right thing, even though i was uncertain at the time. a recent conversation has confirmed this in my mind. thank god i got the guts to do what i did, otherwise i don't know what i would be doing now. i may be lonely at times, but it sure as hell beats how i felt before.

it's wonderfully cold in here.

last night was good i suppose. got backroom which is always a pleasure. ran into crackheads who thought we were mean. made rude comments about a girl's boobs and their cone shaped tendencies. good times.

ddr kids are hot, end of story.

i've found that i really like when snowflakes get caught in my eyelashes, it feels cool and makes your vision blurry in a fun way ( Read more... )

we are the coolest people on the planet

tupac's greatest hits rocks my socks!