a big happy birthday "what what" to our very own rockstar amanda default!!! hooray for you and your olderness! er... something.....
-Tom

Hey, if anyone is hungry or wants to go do something tonight, I am down. Chop Suey Lueys sounds hella good to me... that or like, the panda... or just any oriental food... yeah.

i r 19 now....
please call me today, i need some cheering up.
thanks to all my friends who have been nice to me that last couple days. you keep me sane. love all of you!

most of today was really shitty. I felt really bad about a lot of stuff. I was really depressed about sadie stuff. Then i had to go to class and see sadie (not that i dont like to see her, i just miss her a lot). We are taking a break from each other right now. Its got to be one of the hardest things ive ever done, but its good, cause this way i ( Read more... )

Heh, change of plans, new schedule ( Read more... )

well, a lot of crazy shit going on lately. I doubt ill cover half of it cause my memory sucks. I've kinda been in a rut lately, depression and stuff. Lots of stress, lots of thinking. And feeling really alone too. Thats been a huge problem, mostly steming from other stuff though. Um, right now the biggest problem in my life is drinking. No, i haven ( Read more... )

I am now officially going to college.... well, starting soon at least ( Read more... )

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im totally fine.... im not sad anymore, i realized i was only sad cause i was disappointed.... but i am fine. Just thought i should clear that up.

myoo.... sad tom :( sadie just called to say she wasnt gonna sleep over after all :( oh well, its fine, i just got all excited to see her, but i wasnt gonna make a big deal out of it cause thats kinda one of the reasons we broke up, me wanting to much of her time and her wanting more time with her friends.... but im fine and i understand, just ( Read more... )