i'm loving life
i have all my boys where i wnat them
rachel and i are great
kelsey and i are great
i still like like eighty boys
ha
that will never change

love love love
you you you
still still still
and that's all that
MATTTTTTTTERSS :)
forever!

i miss chelsea lynn
and her fam.
<3

you, i don't miss
ha

october 8th, 2005 ( Read more... )

if i even wrote how i felt right now, i woudl probably never be forgivin so i'm going to bite my tongue

fuck you ____.
fuck you ____.
and
fuck you ____.

the end

so i was dating some kid
but that's over
i don't really care thugh

but yeah i'm moving
to a very SMALL town
enterprise alabama <3
and i hope im as happy there
as i think i'm going to be

:)

i was stupid to ever thing anyone could compete with matthew anthony barclay..

:(

my birthday was amazing yesterday <3
went to liquid cellar
then when it turned 12 guys bought me shots :)
i got wasted and it was so fun
julie and rachel were with me<3
my boy came over later that night and slept over <333
then next day work till 6 jeez
hung out with kelsey before work though :)
then went out to dinner
bahama breeze<3 yummy ( Read more... )

I miss you, Matthew Anthony Barclay.

:(

ilyilyilyilyily

life has been crazy ( Read more... )

i hope i die before any of my friends

it's really selfish but it's true.
i never want to feel the way i did at the funeral. again.

i did something stupid
and i feel stupid
sorrrrrryy

highschool musical 2 is pretty bad ass

rip kelly
i feel bad for her family
i hope everyone that is close to her
is okay