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nyc
Last night I took a trip down to New York City with Seany Moran, Brent, & Kyle to go visit my sister for a bit and just have a good time ( Read more... ) -
nineteen
So, uh, I'm 19. I guess it's alright. Other than that, things are getting better. -
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Maybe if the tears keep streaming the way they are now, I'll cry out all the feelings I have and I won't have to live with the thought of all the memories I threw away and all the things that never were. Maybe all the crying will just create a hole inside of me. That brings the question of which I would rather deal with: a feeling of complete ( Read more... ) -
determination
I had one of the worst dreams this morning. It's something that I'd kinda been expecting to come up in one of my dreams. But I know it's something that I can prevent from happening in real life. I know that I have it in me to get her back and not lose her to anyone else, and that's just what I'm doing ( Read more... ) -
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I'm done with my fake life. I'm done being a lying, no good, dirtbag, drinking, smoking, obnoxious, goofy bastard. That's not me. I put up an image when I'm around other people, and I don't like it anymore. The real side of me is here. There's one person who can always bring it out. Now I'm going to bring it out more ( Read more... ) -
rock bottom
So I was pretty sure that I had hit rock bottom before, but in the past week and a half, not only am I at the bottom, but I'm pretty sure it just fell out from underneath me. -
nananana, nananana, heyheyhey, goodbye
I might be kicked out of Hudson Valley until Spring 2008. I'm arguing it next week, but I'm not really counting on being able to convince them to allow me back sooner ( Read more... )