Oh I feel so bad for you. I really don't know you or much of what you are going through, but I do hope everything works out.
I think you're really depressed..I'm not sure if you have an mental health problems or what not, but sometimes when you get so severly depressed you can't even get out of bed. I've been there..and people who are 'normal' can't even imagine how it feels. I hope you can get some help. If you can't, keep a real journal that you write in. When I get so depressed I write in mine and pour all I'm feeling out and just cry and I feel so much better..
Ay Dennis. First off, it's easy to think that suicide will get you out of your mess and solve your problems, when in reality it would create a bigger mess and more problems. [/end cliche] Sorry but that really is true.
As to your school situation...it may just be the classes you are taking or the teachers or something. Maybe school isn't for you. It isn't for everyone. Or maybe you even need more time off.
And to the friend's thing, if you're feeling guilty about something or have some unresolved issues then try to resolve them. Closure is really relieving.
You and I both have had a hard few months, you know that. And I think really all you can do is look inside yourself. The answers are there...they just take some searching. Things always work out although at the time they may seem like they'll never be resolved.
And the suicide thing...I can't say I've been there exactly but I've felt like, "What is the fucking point? No one cares about me"...but that's not true. And it's not true for you either. Killing yourself isn't the answer but I think you know that. Okay I dunno what I'm saying and I'm mad so I'm gonna go :p
Aww Dennis...everybody feels like that at some point. Just take some time for yourself and just kind of figure out who you are and want to be. If you need to talk, I'm here for you. If you wanna come over and watch some Friends or something, I'm here for that too. ;) <3 It'll get better, trust me.
Dennis, I went through the same thing last Spring. I know what you're talking about the friendship and the endless hours you spend thinking about it. I know that all too well. I mean, everyone can sit here and say "I know what it's like" and tell you this or that. But I can sit here and say that I'm still recovering from what you are doing as I type this. Yes, that's right, STILL recovering
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I think you're really depressed..I'm not sure if you have an mental health problems or what not, but sometimes when you get so severly depressed you can't even get out of bed. I've been there..and people who are 'normal' can't even imagine how it feels. I hope you can get some help. If you can't, keep a real journal that you write in. When I get so depressed I write in mine and pour all I'm feeling out and just cry and I feel so much better..
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As to your school situation...it may just be the classes you are taking or the teachers or something. Maybe school isn't for you. It isn't for everyone. Or maybe you even need more time off.
And to the friend's thing, if you're feeling guilty about something or have some unresolved issues then try to resolve them. Closure is really relieving.
Everybody's job sucks BTW. :p
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You and I both have had a hard few months, you know that. And I think really all you can do is look inside yourself. The answers are there...they just take some searching. Things always work out although at the time they may seem like they'll never be resolved.
And the suicide thing...I can't say I've been there exactly but I've felt like, "What is the fucking point? No one cares about me"...but that's not true. And it's not true for you either. Killing yourself isn't the answer but I think you know that. Okay I dunno what I'm saying and I'm mad so I'm gonna go :p
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