i have never been so happy then i am right now, or was two hours ago.

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i should be sleeping

but i wanted to say that i am

happy

my grandpa died at 6:15pm yesterday

i will miss him

doug maddux - 1910-2005

he is not in any more pain

i think i have never been so happy

this weekend was the hardest thing i have ever done in my life...i hated leaveing my family there to come home for work....i love them and i am starting to realize that family is important.

My grandpa is dying i will be going to TN to see him, anyone want to help with gas money and wants to drive with me should call me.

I went swimming for the 1st time in a lake in Willmar, MN now I am sick...damnit.

I feel like I am living the same day over and over and over and over and over and over again. Please help me put a stop to this before I drink myself into oblivion...

I can't sleep me need an air-conditioner in this bedroom....I think I will sleep on the floor in the living room with my cat….with the AC set on on January!

I feel odd...I don't know why...I hate this...Quasi