So as of right now...I dont have the slightest idea of what I will doin doing or what state I will be in, in the next few weeks. Yesterday I got some news that kinda thru me comepletly off and even gave me nightmares! Yea I know right so um I cant even talk much about it it but its a sad and kinda scary future ahead of me....HOPEFULLY im being ( Read more... )

Two nights ago I went to waverly with some friends anf we had a talk about friendship for some reason. I realized in that conversation how often I cut people out my life without really falling out. Its more just a "Yea I'm done". Its funny cause some people may try and say they were gonna cut me off as the called for 2 months asking to hang out til ( Read more... )

"I go through friends like a snake does skin"

"I'm too stubburn to let you hurt me"

"I'm not the type to have small talk"

"I dont call just anybody my friend"

"I must care too much"

"I'm as loyal as they come"

"I dont want to be you or them"

"WHY?"

I'm tired of me ( Read more... )

So life has been interesting...as usual! The show has been cancelled because the producer kicked off mynikol and celia for being outspoken and told her about herself....besides the show thatw as gonna be next was gonna suck serious ass! I have been hangin with Mysnikol more than anybody...I dont really see anybody from the show anymore...I am no ( Read more... )

I've been having a ball hanging out wit my friends and partying...I went to a alpha party last night and danced the night away wit kasidy...that was fun i actually havnt talked ot her in FOREVER ( Read more... )

Not really...its actually showing why this could be used as a bad thing...I'm actually in alittle war because some chick who i actually do not know is telling people lies about me because of where she seen me once for months ago. but its actually making things in my life move alittle faster in the maturing area...so i cant be to mad but i guess it ( Read more... )

"Large minds talk about Ideahs, Average minds talk about current events and small minds talk about people ( Read more... )

The T-spot is no more...The producer decided to end the show because the cast felt she didnt treat us right and was a bit to disrespectful for us working and putting on a show so good! OH WELL! that not an issue at all.....um what else? I dont smoke any more....um....yea nothing else that i can think of....I bought me some muscle milk so i can ( Read more... )

Well I was just lookin thru my livejournal....and i just wanted to say that things are surprizingly good...even though my emotional state goes up and down because of my emotional attactment to people and my unreadyness to actually be ME! but slowly I'm realizinf im on a path i needed to be on....that path i thought i lost was actually underneath me ( Read more... )