I'm bored all of the time. I require constant stimulus...I'm finding that out. Right now I'm just stressed out because I've got a couple papers due on Tuesday. Ugh, ugh, ugh.

I feel lost. Then again, who isn't? I'd like to just call it a day.

Sometimes I think I have this mild insomnia because I'm afraid of this day ending. Why? Because it means the next day is gonna be here when I wake up. So I hold onto the last hours of the night. Then I hate mornings because I didn't get enough sleep and all I want to do is nap. I'm such a complete stumblefuck. Really, I make no sense most of ( Read more... )

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Well, I'm gonna post here just because it's been awhile since I've last updated. I spent the past few days cramming for my Crises of a Planet mid-term and I was legitmately wiped out after it was all said and done. Worst. Test. Ever ( Read more... )

Okay. I know I've been gone for awhile, and I apologize for my absence. I've just been under a great deal of inner-turmoil and all of that good angsty shit. So I've decided to do something positive, something really corny that will hopefully re-invigorate my life. Instead of just wanting to be a versatile person and wanting life experience, I ( Read more... )

Man, I feel really accomplished today (see emoticon) and I'm semi-relieved, but I'm not out of the woods just yet. See, I took a Crises of a Planet lab quiz and I think at the LEAST I got a nine our of ten...which is nice. I'd really like to start getting some tens out of tens. Also, I had a quiz in The Holocaust and I missed two. It was one of ( Read more... )

Well, here I am. I'm probably going to miss class tomorrow because I feel lousy and I don't know if I can do it. Sheila had to knock some sense into me and tell me that yes, I am allowed to not attend every friggin class. I really have to get used to the idea that I can't be perfect all of the time. I have misaligned priorities now and again... ( Read more... )

Bull Elephant

An old bull elephant retires
...to the elephant graveyard
His long trunk slinks down
...to the bleached bones
feeling for identity.

And the trumpet sounds!
...not finding any.

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Okay, so basically I have a few things to do before my day is done and I can watch Survivor (thank you God for that show). I need to get all of my boxes from my Old Room of Death and get it all moved into here. My new room mate is cool. We'll get along better ( Read more... )

I recently had a conversation about how people on the west coast find it very difficult to actually get an entire word out of there mouth, and as a result are forced to abbreviate things. For example, "naturally" becomes "natch." It is a very strange phenomenon that has encouraged me, a man who has lived in New York City and Los Angeles, to make ( Read more... )