so after a ridiculous 5pm-1am shift with the funniest peeps ever I feel aloof and sorta normal again. i've got a 2pm-10pm box shift tomorrow and then have tuesday and wednesday off which is pretty freaking cool. uh huh. i thought i only had wednesday off but no two days this week. yay! I'm getting a lot of hours though which is really good for me ( Read more... )

Seriously this stupid theater job is making me either an insomniac or just plain nocturnal...i don't like it one bit, i want to sleep at night into early afternoon, do stuff for like three-four hours and go to work but this will not happen. especially with me thinking about stupid stuff all night long, like annoying nagging stuff that you think ( Read more... )

got off of work early because it was dead today. I guess tomorrow i should start my weekly running workouts,i'm supposed to be in relatively good shape by the start of the semester. i think tomorrow is bike riding so i think i'll do thirty minutes of riding aroud the neighborhood. it's nice and cool during the day when you're moving so it should be ( Read more... )

really, honestly i shouldn't be disappointed and kinda hurt. there's kinda no reason. at least now i know where things stand and i guess we've all got to move on; mine is just on a much bigger scale than others i suppose. I hope that when everyone grows up and realizes what actually happened then someone will tell me and become a better person, i ( Read more... )

I was supposed to work from 6:30pm-2am. I ended up going in at 4pm and leaving at 2am. I had a lot of fun with the people I was working with...with the exception of one individual who will remain nameless just to be careful. Here's the thing I can deal with other people making tons and tons of mistakes but this one person defies the logic of logic ( Read more... )

So in between long shifts at work, y'kno when I should be sleeping, I am awake doing scholarship applications through albany and pretty much anywhere I can get em(that's recommended by the university) and that's ok and productive but most of my online time is devoted to Manga, sweet sweet manga. and that's very very bad. ugh, I stay up FOR HOURSsss ( Read more... )

So last wednesday(7/23) to last saturday(7/26) I was in Binghamton NY at the Empire State Games and it was a lot of fun because I got to see all my friends from the Albany track team that I haven't seen since May. I think this year is gonna be a lot more fun because I already got invited to some parties to hang out with the track people and ya. I ( Read more... )

The way I can describe my summer is basically ( Read more... )

yes so tomorrow is the day where i try in vain to pack all the crap i've accumulated this year into the car for a four hour ride back home...with john...perfect. I'm soooo looking forward to it, really.(sarcasm ( Read more... )

so i'm not sure whether actually studying math will actually do anything at this point but i guess i'll find out in a few days if it was worth it or not. my eyes hurt a lot but oh well that's that. I'm sorta hungry but w/e. i don't know what to do so i'm just kinda studying/ being lazy...like really lazy. i have to call Rob cause i feel really bad ( Read more... )