summers been pretty good to me so far. things started off on the downside, but they've been looking up since i got back from that last trip up north ( Read more... )

it's neat how live journal sucks sometimes. i typed a pretty long entry and now it's gone ( Read more... )

spring break was fun, but for the most part i'm glad to be home. i miss the new friends we made, but hopefully i'll get to see them again soon ( Read more... )

i feel bad right now. punch yourself in the stomach a few times, that's the best way i can describe how i feel. there isn't one exact reason either. theres one big thing for sure, her name is Jill, but there are lots of little things too, that i can't really explain. i'm cold, and sort of tired, i'm upset, but i'm content at the same time. how in ( Read more... )

i'm thinking about a lot right now, but i'm not sure how to say what's on my mind. i felt like doing something random and sporadic tonight after i left meryl's, but i settled on going to marcy's and now here i sit ( Read more... )

i just talked to my uncle, he's still up at 1:30 in the morning and it makes me sad. he said he's doing good though, and my little cousin is too. i miss them both. this is the first valentines day since my aunt passed away, not even a month ago would have been their seventh year wedding anniversary. i miss her, a lot. i remember she had the most ( Read more... )

i was super hyper tonight, but now i'm up all alone, left with my thoughts ( Read more... )

i feel like sleeping for a very long time. i've been more than a bit on the irritable side all day, so we'll say it's because of a lack of sleep, which it very well could be. perhaps its something more though, i've been back in that whole state of mind where i feel like there's something missing, or i want something different.. and if i knew ( Read more... )

love being a girl, getting all emotional at the most random times, having the strangest conversations.. its what we do. i've had a wave of different emotions tonight, went from being crazy happy and couldn't sleep, being thankful just for being alive, to being angry, sad, and wanting nothing but to sleep for a long time. its all good though, just ( Read more... )

this is what i do at 3am, i take time to create a journal that i'm almost never going to use. who knows though, maybe i'll surprise myself and write in here a lot more then i plan to. i just get in these moods to write sometimes, and it's usually when i don't have my real journal with me, so we shall see ( Read more... )