Childhood living is easy to do..

[tomorrow_comes]

I just watched Prozac Nation. Christina Ricci, Jason Biggs, Jonathan Rhys Meyers, Michelle Williams. I rented it just because I love Christina Ricci, idly glancing at the back of the box as my father hurried me through Blockbuster, eager to pay and get out so we could finish our shopping. It could be interesting, but it might not be I thought as I

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[thiswholeflight]

I'm trying to find the words to say something. Say anything. Because for the last few years of my life I was depressed. It felt forever. I swore life would never get better and, like how I couldn't see myself falling into depression, I never saw myself slip out.

It's gradual, hard - slow and fast. You never see it coming. I thought I was going to die just from... all of that. Everything. The world was swallowing me.

I'm on the outside of it, now. And it's the strange thing because I don't remember how it happened. All I know is that I'm happy with my life now. Bad things can happen to me, but I'm happy. I know I can get through anything because I'm happy. I'm out of that.

Anytime you want to talk, call me. I love you, sweetie, and miss you.

[shinyboi]

*Great big hug*

You ever need someone to talk to, you call me... okay?

I love ya Sar.

[masakados]

You're right. I don't have much to say. I know I can't do anything to really make a difference from behind a computer. I know I don't know you that well either, Sar, but what I do know is that you do have people who care for you, people who support you. And I am one of those people as well. I'm not sure what my point is. I guess I just wanted you to know so...

♥

[goddessember]

Aww, Sar-muffin. *Huggle*

[ben_chi]

I honestly think that you have the capability to get up and work yourself out of this if you really put yourself to trying. I know it's hard, and it's scary, and it's so much easier to keep locking yourself up in the dark, but you are capable of so many things, Sarah. So many things. And you can't say that I don't know, because I knew you pretty damn well for a while. But this part? This part of you that lets yourself get away with such complete dispare has always frightened me, and it's ultimately the reason I pushed you away. Because I didn't want to get caught in that same sort of destructive cycle. I've seen you happy. I've seen you shine. I think you can shine again. Be that beautiful star that turned my world upside down. You have all that inside of you; you just need to find a way to let it out. Find something to make you feel good about yourself, productive, useful, because you are those things, but if you don't do something for yourself to prove it to yourself you're going to keep wallowing and feeling so hopeless

[kissy_chris]

Ok..I'm sorry..but after reading this I have to leave a comment...

If you believed in her so much then why did you push her away?? why did you leave her and be the one to put her into that cycle of depression? She loved you and you hurt her soo bad.

I don't mean to be rude..but you had no right to post any kind of comment in here...Sarah is a beautiful star and a wonderful person..but when things happen like depression it's not something you can just wake up one morning and say "ok I'm not depressed now" I love her to death..and since we are getting married then she will be happy...but I will not run and I will not make her stop being her..and if her depression is a part of her..I will love her forver...something you just couldn't do.

[ben_chi]

There are many reasons why things between Sarah and I didn't work out. Why I left her. There was much hurt on both sides, but I understand how easy it is to be biased when you love someone. I'm not going to sit here and defend all my actions past and present. I don't know you, and I was talking to Sarah, not you. I wish the two of you the greatest of happiness.