Doug bailed on me. Douchebag. I think the whole ball being put on by the gay club scares a lot of men. Even Justin, best friend ever.....he won't go cuz he's a homophobe and readily admitted to it. So I'm taking a girl. Her name's Dee and she's adoreable. I'm goin as a glammed up fairie and she's goin as a princess or something ( Read more... )

Senses Fail was fucking awesome, so was The Early November and Emmanuel. All SOOO good. Went with Shea and her new bf. He's a cool guy, an ultimate fighting champion, very strong personality.....kinda takes ur breath away sorta deal (his personality, I mean), but I've never seen a guy so ga-ga over a girl in my life........it was so fucking ( Read more... )

Senses Fail on the 23rd, I can't wait! I'm goin with Shea and Julia. I haven't been to like a "real concert" in foreeevvvvver.......since Metalfest in frikkin april ( Read more... )

soooo.....I got the job at the gas station. I dunno when I start though. Justin got 2 jobs....Domino's pizza and a mattress delivery service. God knows how long those jobs will last. He lost his last job cuz he choked a co-worker......lol such an asshole. Justin also got a tribal tattoo down his right bicep/shoulder thing. It's alright....some ( Read more... )

jaci's gone....out of my life for good. thank god. she was a bad news little bitch. wow, i feel evil. i kinda like the new bitch-side of me. i feel more empowered......that way i'll never be a pushover for someone to take advantage of me again ::ahemhackwheezejacicoughspaz ( Read more... )

I've over my drinking phase. I hafta say, it does tend to help with the coping process. Well, that said, I suppose I'm not entirely over it......I'm just over the whole getting-drunk-every-night deal. It really tends to put a damper on going to work the next day for 11 in the morning. But god, do I miss him like crazy. I've never felt so lonely and ( Read more... )

he called me the morning of his leave and said it would fucking kill him to see me cry if he said goodbye to me in person and that he loved me. only then, had I wished to be sentenced for murder ( Read more... )

my heart's officially broken in two. he's leaving tomorrow and refuses to say goodbye to me today......meaning not seeing me one last time.

he's gone.

HEY! you're part of it YEA! you're part of it HEY! you're part of it YEA! you're part of it I walk the streets of a Carolina watching people pushing shopping carts and there's a guy above me ( Read more... )

I'm finally at peace with what happened with me n Will. I guess he has some new broad at school yet......pretty quick seeing as he only started like a week ago, but whatever. I can't really....umm....argue I guess. I just wish he would pick up his phone or something. I'm still hanging out with all his friends who I love to death, yet there's still ( Read more... )