it's not like i don't understand what it means to a plot like Naruto's, but it still doesn't make me feel any better at it.
oh kakashi, why did you have to die?! you're exactly the kind of man i fangirl, a lost soul who hides behind a mask of eccentricity. someone who had experienced so much pain in the past that he'd resolved not to get close to anyone - but failed in that aspect. --->this might just be me fangirling and making up my own stuff about him, but it is how i see him.♥
i dont' know what exactly this is that i feel for the Naruto series. at first, i was like, bleh, bleach was long enough for me. then i watched shippuuden - but for me, it was just, okay, at least now i can hold my own in a conversation about naruto. then i read the entire 400+ chapters in one sitting. i didn't really get into the series after that either.
but after reading that one brilliant fanfiction, Team 8, i can't get enough of it. the characters - are a fanfiction lover's dream come true. i love how everyone is an important part of the story - it's not just naruto getting all the screentime. so many characters i've fallen for (not in the romantic sense, but in the broader "i love this character" sense), and i'm looking for more fanfiction to satisfy my craving.
i love how, that even though it looks bright and happy, there's a darker world underneath the veneer of smiles. a world where only the best can hope to live past fifty, a world of blood and pain and loss and grief. after all my rl troubles are gone (aka midterms), i want to start writing again. i dont' know if i'll do something for naruto, but i want to finish the sequel to my code geass fic, at the very least.
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on rl, i officially now know two people in real life who like yaoi. three if i count you, doctor_meowzie. :D one is a fourth-year course-mate, and another is a UP-ian i met on our Macau tour (small world, O_o;) four, if i count my classmate who sort of likes it, but is not a fangirl.
i suddenly don't feel so alone anymore. lololol.
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we're teaching kids to program robots. actually, i know nothing too. but they're training me and other sophomores for next year, since the fifth-years will be gone by then. just simple robots actually - the more complicated ones are for the high school and other college kids. i was assigned to elementary. lego robots they can program to move forward, turn around,etc.
sometimes they're cute - the group of girls i was watching over are girls from my old elementary school. sometimes i wonder if i was that bratty when i was their age. i certainly didn't dress like them. they were... wearing outfits in candy shades (lemon yellow, cotton-candy pink)
*shudders*
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it's Sinulog again!!! we're going out on the town for the day on Sunday (me and
cakeyrunba ), and then we're heading to her place for dinner since they're having a party -->lol, she was the friend i was talking about on last year's
post.
i'm going to take pictures, hopefully it doesn't rain then. i felt the sudden urge to transform a shirt i bought into a halter top. dont' know how it will turn out, exactly, but i'm hoping it will turn out well and i can wear it on sunday. :D
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i've finally transferred my pictures from our trip to Hongkong-Macau to my laptop, but it's too late to start uploading them now. tomorrow afternoon, maybe.
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i'm starting to understand linked lists in our structures. sort of. i'm not exactly sure if what i was coding was right. D: