Uh-Oh there was a monster in my bed. We french-kissed on a subway train. (She) tore my clothes right off. (She) ate my heart and then (she) ate my brain.

Lady Gaga awakens that dirty, passionate, and unstoppable sexual fire in me.

Weird.

Keep the demons in their hole, and my world will continue. Let them play, and all is lost, but all is gained - the ultimate gamble for the ultimate prize ( Read more... )

People like to say things happen for a reason. Sorry, but here's where I pull the BullShit flag. Things simply happen, and sometimes there's not a thing we can do about it. Fate is a product of the human mind - a pathetic attempt to explain the why when, in reality, there is no why ( Read more... )

Lend me your hand and we'll conquer them all - but lend me your heart and i'll just let you fall.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DHWsKTSdS74&feature=related

Still can't feel the gin ( Read more... )

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aAdd4Zs5lSU&feature=PlayList&p=BB9868358E9B1062&playnext_from=PL&index=39&playnext=19

I often cry when i listen to music. I'd like to say that means I'm more in touch with my spritual emotional side...but it's probably more a matter of my inability to reach a sort of catharsis and cleanse myself of whatever's hiding inside me.

I also wonder what the hell I'm doing here. Do I want the 9 to 5? I'm excelling at it.

Life is wonderful. It's dark and hateful at times, so much in fact that I feel like crawling inside myself and hiding from the world. I make mistakes that hurt people so deeply and terribly, and I live with overwhelming regret for my actions at times ( Read more... )

I don't write things out enough. Maybe I'll do that more...and this is as good a medium for that as any ( Read more... )

Im looking for something more than emotion. Im looking for something more than feeling and want and regret. Im looking for something other-wordly, Godly, and above all, persevearing. Im looking for understanding, and some compassion.

Gawd, i want my best friend.