i saw someone die...and i don't think i'll ever be the same. it makes me want to become a better person in every aspect of my life. i keep screwing up the same things over and over again. it's time that stopped.

Humans are creatures of habit. Some habits are worse than others, but humans are possibly the only creatures with the discernment to consciously change their habits...and that is a comforting thought.

strike the switch: Disengage!

everything's a matter of perspective. if I think, therefore, i am, then I have control over any cynicism and anger. it all just rolls off me when i keep tings in the right perspective.

not sure what the difference is between being in Love with someone and just really enjoying that person's company

well shit ( Read more... )

and then life went on.... scary thought..

The ideals and beliefs people cling to intrigues me...especially when so many people believe simply for the sake of continuing what they were taught before. Intelligence and knowledge isn't a matter of blindly being fed information and regurgitating it at the right moments. Instead, I think it is most wise to question authority.

No fun: unerupted passion that just lingers inside me waiting for the right outlet.

However, sometimes we forget all the good things we have, and that's a shame

The past few years until last year were better than I could have ever hoped for. When things slid downhill last year, I was thrown back...simply not used to being unhappy. My time spent in Anchorage was the best of my adult life... and I find myself sitting here wishing I were still a part of that.