so i was looking way back when- like into my journal entries of "lo3rth3nd1rt06" or someshit. and wow....it was kinda cool..lol, well in other news i'm taking my sister to the library today, prolly going to see ash for a bit...duno. i'm bored. buhbye

i swear people can be so stupid at times.wtf! lol. my mom knows we have people over, as long as they are gone before they get home,it doesnt matter WTF? my dad gets carried away and he was fucking over reacting..i mean, of course you're going to agree with the parent if you're put in that kind of posistion.but w/e..anywho, i had the worse dream ( Read more... )

...and gosh i'm fucking tired. went to work yesterday,got up about 10, then after work went to megs, hung with james and meg, had a blast! james left anthony came over,its was pretty coo, we watched team america again. never slept! in 6mins. i would have stayed up for 24hours! sweet. then i prolly won't sleep until like later tonight, because i ( Read more... )

i cant believe this, like whoa...i never want to piss him off cuz it's scary. he's out again :-\..it sucks, i hate seeing him like that, i just want to be there for him. i don't know what to do or say. i'm just trying to be there. normally i dont ditch my friends for some lame shit if i made plans ahead... but if he needs me i'm going to be there. ( Read more... )

nothing really new, school is starting here pretty soon, i'm excited it'll be my senior year. and then it's walking time! :-D this will be the second time dating someone who goes to my school,the first time didnt work out so well so i'm hoping this one will. it sucks though, most of the cool people graduated last year.i dont feel confident about ( Read more... )

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well people to people have been sending me this thing where they wanted me to spend 19days in the 2006 summer in australia. everyone says it's be a good experience. i think i might go. it sounds excited. i mean yeah i get home sick, but hey...i'll be used to that by then cuz of fccla. i mean, i'm so thankful for these oppertunities. who would have ( Read more... )

lately i dont know why, but i've beent rying to break tom and myself up. but i dont understand, they all say it's becuz i dont want to lose him. that might be true,but why do that? well, today i havent seen him at all and barely talked to him. i think thats what i needed bcuz i miss him and really want to see him. its just a big disapoint when ( Read more... )

ha! i'm so excited, tom and i are going to his house after work and he asked me what i wanted to do because since i got back it hasnt really been him and i. so i said i wanted to back a cake, and he added in some cookies and dinner. sweet. so we're going to watch a movie at his house, bake some cookies and cake and i guess he's making dindin, he ( Read more... )