lately things have been real hard.

i noticed bands from long island are either really good or they are god awful.

a summer full of perfect nights ( Read more... )

cleaning out a closet.
literally.
a shoe box full of memories.
gone.

i got my first pay check from american eagle ( Read more... )

one thing is going right ( Read more... )

remember when you thought the world was small ( Read more... )

no job.
no money.
new band.
no motivation.
new age.
one year older.
one year colder.
a little less money.
a little less sober.

summer.
new apartment.
new begining.
start over.
get it right this time.

im trying.

tonight i stared at the wall ( Read more... )

27. staring me in the face.
26. years gone bye.

there's got to be something more.

Old man look at my life,
I'm a lot like you were.
Old man look at my life,
I'm a lot like you were.

Old man look at my life,
Twenty four
and there's so much more
Live alone in a paradise
That makes me think of two.
( at twenty four i thought thirty was so far away, now im turning 27 this year and it is scaring the shit out of me.)

Love lost, ( Read more... )