i miss my mom...she wont be home til wednesday now...im really lonely in this house w/out her...its driving me insane...i havnt even gotten to talk to her she only calls my dad. Im like crying about it-I feel so friggin invisable and neglected by like...everyone.

Crazy weekend...

i dont even know...alot of shit is changing so much. Not all for the worse...but lemme be honest: definately not all for the better eather.

ummm...i dont even know.

last night was crazzzzy...ended up spending the night and jay's house and getting really drunk-seriously i dont even know...crazy shit kept happening-lol but it was definately a total effin blast. Umm...then after we got the randomly drunk,puking and passing out kids outta there we all decided to go to Denny's at 2am-lol Ummm then we droppin CJ and ( Read more... )

...it's -2 degrees,plus MAD wind chill and huge snow flakes...and i just went outside to smoke a bowl...by myself.

...how sad am i?

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no lyrics today folks...I MISS GETTING SOME EVERLOVING COMMENTS ( Read more... )

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Hold on little girl ( Read more... )

im definately not as strong as i try to act ( Read more... )

ok seriously....last night (my birthday) me, jen, jess and jay went to clary's around 7... and smoked quite a bit prior too...then smoked there and drank a bit and jay and jen played some serious drinkin games w/gm and sammy annd jay drank too much too fast and after about a half an hour of actin a fool and stumbling around the rest of the night ( Read more... )