to new beginnings...

[tonewbeginnings]

some may ask why i created a new lj and deleted my old. it's simple. i fucked up big time in my relationship with caitlin. the past 11 months, i have fucked up numerous times and this time it was big. i basically lost all of her trust and almost lost her. i might as well have cheated on her but i didn't. i didn't go that far but close enough and

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[asperfectasnew]

words can't describe how bad i feel right now either.
i feel like crying because of this entry.
dunno why
but i do
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btw, you're welcome