I could stay awake just to hear you breathing ( Read more... )

So i've made it one day without the love of my life. Today wasnt so bad...i had school as a distraction and well talking to ryan helped me a lot in calming down...but i dunno....now i feel like i'm going to break down again. missing him is breakin my heart and its only been one day. i think the chances of me going out there for spring break are ( Read more... )

12/27 through 1/04 were the most absolutely amazing days of my life...and well....1/05 was great....but saying goodbye is the worst thing i've ever had to do thus far in my life. ryan and i clicked from the moment we laid eyes on eachother and he was way more than i expected...which is a lot. it's really hard to find someone out there who you can ( Read more... )

well....PLANNING to pick up ryan tonight around 8:30....we'll see how shit works out.
WISH ME LUCK

so definately planned to pick up ryan today at 12:45....turns out he can't come until monday because he missed his connecting flight in philly. thank god his dad lives there so he has some place to go but i'm so beyond upset i cant even begin to explain. i just wanna lay in bed til monday and cry and feel bad for myself cuz shit always has to turn ( Read more... )

worked 10-6 ( Read more... )

Hung out with jenni, kali, and lauren last night. attempted to go to the mall but it was closed by the time we got there so we had a "ho-down" as lauren would call it, at Ross. lol. after running through Ross and lauren sliding around in the dressing room and slamming into the mirrors, we cruised over to wal mart. dressed up in some girl scout gear ( Read more... )

babysat last night. wasnt too bad but i was tired and irritated but i managed to still have a tickling fight and somewhat entertain the numbnuts. it upset me that they wanted to watch Simbas Pride though because i was really in the mood to watch NEMO...thanks to SOMEONE! again, they paid me $40 instead of $30 which was grrrreat. they also asked me ( Read more... )

work wasnt too bad tonight. slammed my finger into the register and got attacked by a magnet, but other then that it was quite pleasant ( Read more... )

"The Tide ( Read more... )