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3 and 1/2 day weekend! Thursday was very funny. Yeah Stevie, and Automne Amanda and I walked around intimidating little "mutha fuckas". Russian bitches? HAHA.. Then the day went by pretty fast. Except geometry, that is a boring class! Except when Angie said "my lips hurt real bad" because it reminded me of napoleon dynalmite. And i was trying so ( Read more... )

OK.. Today started off sucky.. amanda redwood knows what i mean. no one went to school and the day drug on and on. Yeah not fun. And I have been feeling natious for two days, and my throat and head hurt.. uhg. Yeah then when i get home.. several people talk me into asking Nick to home coming... And so i talked to kayla about it, and she filled me ( Read more... )

Hey.. I am updating b/c kayle told me too,.. but i dont know why.. no one reads um. But oh well. So school started, eh. what to say. i am not to thrilled. I guess i must admit i liek the social part, but i hate getting up at such an ungodly hour. its torture.. and then PE first period are they joking?! never in my life.. there  is no way I am ( Read more... )

Ooook.. I have no idea why i even write in this.. Does anyone even read them? I do sometimes.. but I guess i just am because i have ALOT on my mind and I just need to get it out of my head! I feel like i sort of abandoned and avoided all reality this summer. I spent almost every single day and night with kayla, nick, rodney, and tyler when he was ( Read more... )

I miss tyler. He was the only thing that made me stay away from the guy i like who is not godd for me. Tykler made me realize that life is not about matirial stuff. for a week we had fun going to red apple.. swimming in the river.. staying up late watching movies.. playing mario.. talking.. and the best of all.. falling asleep.. and waking up with ( Read more... )

omg! i spent the day with the most beautiful person in the world! I have liked him for so long.. and i honestly have so self confidence at all... so to tell the complete honest truth i never thought we would ever have anything at all.. niot even a friendship... and today was the most amazing day of my life.. i feel like i am much more then ( Read more... )

this life of mine is taking 100 flips and flops, changing in every way possible. I feel so differently about everything i felt that was so important to me. I mean, all my feelings are still strong.. but i am looking at it through a different perspective. Yes i still like that guy so much.. and i would love to have more of a relationship with him ( Read more... )

OMG MY ICON IS SO BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!! I love him!!!!! And guess what!? in my last entry i said I would like the guy again before the weekend was over... well yeah I ws very right.... The weekend barly even started! I am so confused.. but hey the boy is hot.. He IMed me and we talked for like 30 mins... And he wanted me to come over!!!!! but i said no ( Read more... )

Sarahs b-day on sunday and monday.. drive in tonight with "the Crew" ( guys i think that name is ghetto.. so il just say... Christofart, Sheep cake, Miss swan, tonemerelda[moi] and um.... Mike) and I am suppose to weed my grandmas garden and hang out with ashley and Kayla sopme wheres inbetween..... And With all this how will I ever find time to be ( Read more... )